My Sons Final Breath

My Dear Members,

I have not been on for some time. The reason is unfortunately a very sad one. I was guided to go and spend some time with my son who had been struggling with depression. I was guided to go spend time with him in NZ just to LOVE him. I went immediately I got my inner message, and arrived in NZ early august. I spent all my time with my son who needed much love and support whilst trying to give up drugs & alcohol. He so desperately begged for help.

I spent a month with him until the anniversary date of when I put my father into hospital this time last year which was also my father’s birthday the 2nd of September. Chayne came home to me very drunk and he took his life in front of me. It was horrific and I am just now after the funeral and sorting out his things able to return home to Australia on Friday the 18th. It may take me some time before I can return to Om on a more permanent basis, so please forgive my lax for this time and know that I will return when I am able.

Know too that had it not been for my faith and knowing in God that I would never have got through this time in my life. I cannot describe how wonderful Gods grace has been through this time, and the miraculous occurrences that have happened to get me through. Just know that my gratitude to Gods Will is stronger and more convicted than ever, which I never thought was possible.

Thank you God for sending me to my son and allowing me the special time with him; and most importantly for allowing me to be there with him, with my head on his chest he took his final earthly breath. Your Grace lives through me and my son is now back in your care and finally at peace.

Eternal Love, Sarveswara.