SPRITUAL INTERPETATION

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Post by Akindra on Mon Apr 26, 2010 2:09 pm

You sure have a lot of bad experiences in your past. But remember
everything happens for a reason.

As for the eagle - what do you
think of them? There are many internet sites that will tell you what
eagles symbolise - but it really depends on the relevance to you. You
might think they are graceful and I might think they are terrifying
killing machines. LOL

Akindra

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Post by DVEX on Mon Apr 26, 2010 9:16 am

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[b][i]HI,MY NAME IS TONY. I'M NEW TO THIS, SO PLEASE BEAR WITH ME. I'M TRYING TO READ INTO A SPIRITUAL MESSAGE I'VE RECEIVED 3 TIMES THIS WEEKEND. I DON'T KNOW WHO TO ASK OR WHERE TO GO WITH THIS SO, I'VE DECIDED TO GIVE THIS A SHOT. A LITTLE HISTORY ABOUT MYSELF WOULD PROBABLY BE A GOOD PLACE TO START SO HEAR GOES;
I WAS RAISED IN A SMALL ARIZONA TOWN IN AN ABUSIVE HOME THAT DISPLACED ME BY THE TIME I WAS 11 YRS OLD. I WAS GIVEN A SOLID PRIVATE CATHOLIC EDUCATION AND WAS TAUGHT TO WORD OF GOD YOUNG. MY MOTHER MARRIED A MAN FROM A WEALTHY FAMILY WHEN I WAS STARTING KINDERGARDEN. HE WAS THE WORST THING THAT EVER HAPPENED TO US. BECAUSE MY STEP FAMILY WAS THE BIGGEST CONTRIBUTER TO THE CHURCH AND PAID MY TUITION, ALOT WAS SWEPT UNDER THE TABLE. FOR INSTANCE, I REMEMBER TRYING TO SEEK OUT HELP FOR ME AND MY FAMILY IN SECOND GRADE (MY STEP FATHER BROKE MY SISTER'S JAW FOR NOT WASHING DISHES WHEN SHE WAS 7 YEARS OLD, HE BROKE BOTH OF MY WRISTS IN ONE BEATING WHEN I WAS 11- AND THIS ONLY TOTALS UP 5 MINUTE IN MY LIFE) WELL, WHERE RELIGION AND 'GODS SERVANTS' COULD OF SAVED US, THEY FAILED US, BASICALLY. I WAS TOLD THAT ' I WASN'T PRAYING RIGHT' OR 'PRAYING HARD ENOUGH', I WAS TOLD THAT I WAS COMMITING A SIN BY NOT BEING MORE LOYAL TO MY PARENTS' I WAS EVEN ONCE TOLD BY THE NUN WHO WAS THE PRINCIPAL AND CHIEF ADMINISTRATOR THAT GOD WAS BUSY WITH OTHER MORE IMPORTANT THINGS HAPPENING IN THE WORLD. WOW, NOT ONLY WAS I BEING TOLD EVERYDAY TO I WAS WORTHLESS AND NOTHING, BUT NOW, I WAS TOLD I WASN'T EVEN IMPORTANT ENOUGH FOR GOD. LONG STORY SHORT, I LOST FAITH, IN NOT ONLY GOD AND RELIGION IN GENERAL, BUT IN ALL THE WORLD AND EVERYONE IN IT. I STRUGGLED LEARNING 'HANDS ON' AT BEING A MAN, PAYING MY OWN RENT AND WORKING WELDING JOBS AT 16 IN PHOENIX ARIZONA. BUT, GOD STARTED THIS NEW THING WITH ME. HE STARTED SENDING NOTICEABLE MESSAGES IN SONG (I'M A MUSICIAN) AND OTHER WAYS. MY SON WAS ALMOST LOST AT BIRTH (I WAS 2O YRS OLD) AND IT WAS THE FIRST TIME I SPOKE TO GOD SINCE CHILDHOOD. I TOLD HIM TO PLEASE LET MY SON MAKE IT AND THAT I WOULD TRY TO DO RIGHT IN HIS EYES FOR AS LONG AS I LIVED. WELL, HE CAME THOUGH, BUT I TOOK IT ALL FOR GRANTED, AS MOST PEOPLE DO. I FIGURE THIS WAS HIS WAY OF GETTING MY ATTENTION BACK. AND THIS IS HOW SPIRITUAL MESSAGES STARTED COMING TO ME. I BELIEVE GOD DOES GIVE MESSAGES OR SPECIFIC LESSONS TO US ALL EVER DAY, AND SADLY, MOST PEOPLE ARE SO SELF ABSORBED WITH THEIR OWN SELFISH NEEDS, THEY FAIL TO SEE THEM OR DON'T CARE TO SEE THEM. THE LAST MESSAGE I RECEIVED WAS 2 YEARS AGO BEFORE THE PASSING OF A CLOSE FAMILY MEMBER. I FELT BAD CAUSE I KNEW IT MEANT SOMETHING, BUT DIDNT TRY TO READ INTO IT OR DETERMINE A MEANING.
-WITHOUT CONFUSING ANYONE WITH THE UN EXPLAINABLE DETAILS, THE SYMBOL OR KEY IS AN 'EAGLE' I PLAYED HIGH SCHOOL BALL, OUR MASCOT WAS THE 'EAGLES' SO IT MIGHT HAVE TO DO WITH HOME. IN FACT I'M SURE IT DOES. DOES ANYBODY KNOW WHAT THIS IS OR HAVE EXPERIENCE WITH THINGS LIKE THIS? I'M COMPLETELY 'SICK' OVER IT. ANY SUGGESTIONS? AM I LOSING MY MIND?

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